Wow... So I'm sorry! But it's January now!

WELL hello! Sorry about the wait... the delay.... I haven't had anything to say really! Sadly.... Till now! It's been a few months now and I'm almost to a point where my hair needs to be shaped and trimmed. It looks a little ragged right now. I'm also maybe considering some color for the first time ever, it'd be natural tones like caramel, red or lighter brown. We'll see! :) So to the point..... I've hit a new point. I'm very very comfortable just being myself these days. It's so much easier than putting on a front. I've met some interesting people in the process. I've had to become more honest with myself. Also, it's apparent that looks really aren't everything to people. Which is nice to know. I've been focusing on self-improvement projects lately. It's going slow, but ok. I've been casting out negativity lately, which is hard and kinda rough but it frees up so much in my head. Um... Well it brings me to the new feelings: I really miss my hair. In a new way though. Not as a comfort thing, just... I prefer it. I prefer to have longer hair than I have. Not that I look bad or anything... Just preference. So I hope it grows fast! I can't wait till I can play with it again. But I did get a mini-straightener for Christmas, which I'm addicted to! My hair is long enough to go straight. It's pretty cool. I guess this has been quite the learning experience. I really have changed too, or maybe I'm just more like me than I was before. I'm enjoying the process. I've been asked if it has helped me grow, and my answer is definitely! I think... in a way I've owned up to my true personality to a point where I fit in my skin a little better. I know now that this vanity that I have is part of who I am, I want to calm it down a little, but it will never disappear. And I really am a people person despite my claims of solitude. I do enjoy people, and especially crowds. I've found me fix, thinking about it.... I like dance right in the middle of a ton of people to the point that I create my own column of energy and no one bothers me. It's nice, the world just fades into music. Oh! I've been paying attention to little things lately, like how everything really can be broken down into a beat of music. And that colors are so much more brilliant after you've had your eyes closed. Hmmm, I still have a lot to learn. I don't know! I just want to free my mind some more... WE SHALL SEE! But I'm gonna drop some photos in here now, they're from a bit ago so my hair is a bit longer now.... Also it's straight in these pics... So here you go! Loves and hugs, stay tuned! ;)